Hello Dota world,
today is an impactful day for me. I have spend the last 1 1/2 years on team Natus Vincere and I don't regret a single day I have spend with the guys. During that time, my life has changed tremendously;
I have pursued my dreams in the competition, and the team helped me try to achieve my goals as close as possible.
The last 6 months were rough for all of us, the team and the fans went through hard times, alot of unsatisfaction
has arisen.. but that is the nature of competition, there can only be one winner.
I want to wish Natus Vincere the best of luck in the future, I am sure they will regain their spirits quickly and show their strength soon enough.
When my friends and parents received the message, they were all shocked and sad for me. I try to explain them, that I will be fine and find my ways, but they have seen the instability of the scene and worry about it, even trying to convince me to change my career and possibly quit Dota 2. After every international, we Dota 2 pros re-evaluate our situation, and I'm sure I am not the only one who thinks about retiring; the thoughts pop in your head,
if it is all worth it, if you should restructure your life, all the troubles young adults have.
In my case, I am lucky, that these thoughts don't trouble me for much, thanks to you.
The feedback I have received regarding my departure and after Ti4, it was completely out of my expectations.
People from Iran, Germany, Brazil, Russia, Phillippines, China, Peru, USA, Europe, people from all over the world, sending me warm hearted messages.. thanks to you, I am never truly lost anymore;
I know what to do. I want to thank you from my heart.
In nearly a decade of experience, what I have learned while competing, a warm message can change the world for a person.
A thousand negatives lose to a single positive.
keep fighting, see you ingame
today is an impactful day for me. I have spend the last 1 1/2 years on team Natus Vincere and I don't regret a single day I have spend with the guys. During that time, my life has changed tremendously;
I have pursued my dreams in the competition, and the team helped me try to achieve my goals as close as possible.
The last 6 months were rough for all of us, the team and the fans went through hard times, alot of unsatisfaction
has arisen.. but that is the nature of competition, there can only be one winner.
I want to wish Natus Vincere the best of luck in the future, I am sure they will regain their spirits quickly and show their strength soon enough.
When my friends and parents received the message, they were all shocked and sad for me. I try to explain them, that I will be fine and find my ways, but they have seen the instability of the scene and worry about it, even trying to convince me to change my career and possibly quit Dota 2. After every international, we Dota 2 pros re-evaluate our situation, and I'm sure I am not the only one who thinks about retiring; the thoughts pop in your head,
if it is all worth it, if you should restructure your life, all the troubles young adults have.
In my case, I am lucky, that these thoughts don't trouble me for much, thanks to you.
The feedback I have received regarding my departure and after Ti4, it was completely out of my expectations.
People from Iran, Germany, Brazil, Russia, Phillippines, China, Peru, USA, Europe, people from all over the world, sending me warm hearted messages.. thanks to you, I am never truly lost anymore;
I know what to do. I want to thank you from my heart.
In nearly a decade of experience, what I have learned while competing, a warm message can change the world for a person.
A thousand negatives lose to a single positive.
keep fighting, see you ingame
I don't exactly know what I mean by that, but I mean it.