Endlich mal stolz auf die alte Schule sein

#niemandficktmitdemerich
Wir waren damals leider ein bisschen uncooler
Ja ich habe es schon mal aus probiert mit klopfern....;! Hatt bissel geballert aber war net mein ding! Danach meinte mein Bruder einen Schluck davon zu nehemn und boooohm hat er in unseren Garten gekotzt! Naja ich deine Sache probiers einfach mal aus und wenns dir gefällt dann mache es, mein Fall ist es nicht!
luke schrieb:
ALLE 18 jährigen außer betrayus sind scheiße
Hello people of /r/GlobalOffensive.
So, I've been dealing with a constant depression for many years already, and lately, due to movement to another place, people turning away from me, and basically lack of any perspectives in life it was getting worse and worse. I've been constantly thinking how shit I am. It got to the point when I was convinced that I wasn't just meant to have any friends near me, never will be just invited to hang out or even talk about something. The worst thing is that I'm not even a stereotypical fat ugly loser, just a lot of years of bullying and isolation from society in my previous place completely destroyed all the social skills I had. After my best friend commited suicide two years ago, I've been dealing with all of this shit alone.
Today, well... a lot of sad stuff happened, and I was pretty sure it's my last day on this planet. Had almost everything ready to say "fuck it" and hang myself, when I thought about Counter-Strike. I played GO for more than a year already, and even when I had a bad game, it helped me relieve from constant stress and feel a tiny bit better. So, if I was still going to take my life, why not play my last competitive game? I was matched with a team of solo-queueing Russians, though they didn't say a single word in Russian, but the accent was noticeable. I had like the worst aim and reaction time ever because of my emotional condition, but they never flamed me, and, as the game went by, I felt better and better, concentrating on it completely, and even won a 1vs3 clutch in the endWe managed to win and I even got ranked up. Closed the game and thought that, maybe, tomorrow will be better. I gave it another chance, and who knew what could have happened if I didn't decide to play a match. Thank you CS:GO community for simply existing, and devs for making such a game. You're amazing.
TL;DR - wanted to kill myself, played a game of CS:GO, decided to give myself another Chance
Oster schrieb:
Wenigstens shrodo denkt mit.
shrodo schrieb:
TL;DR - wanted to kill myself, played a game of CS:GO, decided to give myself another Chance
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m-u-h schrieb:
Hab mal gehört der Körper findet draußen dunkel = schlafen und draußen hell = wach ziemlich geili.
Vllt will dir deiner eben jenes mitteilen
Oster schrieb:
Wenigstens shrodo denkt mit.
Jo hab das Problem auch immer. Überlege grad auch ob ich einfach alleine hinsoll. Is halt schade dass ich dann keinen baken kann mit den boys (Auto und co.)dankpotato schrieb:
kenne das fühl brate
bei mir ist auch immer schwer leute für hip hop konzerte zu finden, muss dann öfter alleine eskalieren
bin leider am komplett anderen ende deutschlands, sonst würd ich rüberjetten
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